[ALL LYRICS BY FUTURE NEST]

Praying to stars that will taunt me
Hoping that someday you'll haunt me
Bleeding out words from the self esteem birds overhead
Feeding me lies on a t shirt
Falling in love at a concert
Bathroom stall princess who writes all her interests on me
And it's bittersweet
From the window seat
Losing touch from my legs down to my feet
Try to stay in tune
With your silver spoon
Singing loud in my used hot air balloon
I think that we have no purpose
Spinning in circles unnoticed
I wear all black cause I like to feel empty inside
Hating my actions on repeat
Knowing that I'll never taste sweet
Insecure writing that sounds like it's fighting off sleep
I have these fears that they do not believe in
i have these fears that they dont think are real
they dont believe
they dont believe me
they dont believe in me
they dont believe in my fears
im a boat in irons stranded at sea
im the patron saint of mediocrity
i cant do shit for myself, i only care about you
i want to help the world but there is nothing i can do
i know how im gonna die smashed in the passenger seat
blood escaping my ears and rushing down to my feet
i hope the crash happens soon i cant take this anymore
i'd rather drown a million times then ever float back ashore
i can hear you tapping on my window late at night
but you're not there
i guess its just the rain